Last night I went out dancing for a friends party. I didn’t drink anything … but I really did want to dance … I ended up dancing and making out with a friend of mine who I really shouldn’t have kissed. It was incredibly stupid of me … and the worst part is that he was drunk so I’m pretty sure he’ll hate me for not being more responsible. FML It was so stupid. I don’t know what the fuck I was thinking. On TOP of that I almost passed out while dancing with him because I hadn’t eaten is the days leading up and I was feeling faint and almost passed out a few times that day and it was so hot. I feel like an idiot.
and tomorrow I’m running a 5k. Fuck.
Tagged as: life,shit,stupid,personal,depression,ed,eating disorders,ana,anorexia,
Posted On: Sat, Oct. 15, 2011
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